All My Little Things

Well just before the New Year is here I am going to make a list of things to do in the next year,things that I put off but no longer want to.

1. Get through Open Foundation, do it well and get into Design.
2. Start singing lessons again
3. Start Cello again
4. Pick up musical theatre or drama (maybe both)
5. Get fit and healthy
6. Lose at least 5 kilos
7. Get to the gym 4-5 times a week
8. Learn to save
9. Learn to keep my room clean (yeah right!!!)
10. Write a book - maybe?!?
11. Become famous for something - this is probably on the long term list!!

Anyway......Happy New Year

Well I had been diagnosed with Depression in 2006 and in 2007 due to medication problems I ended up with extreme anxiety.
I have good days and bad days, the bad days are the ones where I can't pull myself together. I snap at everyone,and really don't mean too and can't help it half the time.
With my anxiety I find it hard to say yes to a lot of things,I too often think of the negatives in things rather then the positive.

I have become my own worst nightmare. I can't communicate with people, I no longer have friends. I'm a loner. I won't go out to parties, or clubbing. I find this sad as I'm 21 and am wasting my life in some ways. I do't want to have regrets, well anymore then I have already.

There are so many things in my life I would love to do.
*Start dancing again
*Start singing lessons again
*Look into Drama - something I have always wanted to do
*Stop hiding myself away and get real friends
*Start playing my cello again

I have cut myself off from everything.I watch a lot of movies. I find this helps me escape my "problems".

After seeing a preview for the Jim Carey movie "Yes Man" I have decided to start having a more positive outlook on my life and to get up and start doind these things I want to do.
Starting with getting back into shape!!!

Well I have now placedmy third order with vistaprint and have nothing but good things to say about them.
Today I ordered things for my small business and it came to a total of $290 but I only paid $60. If you select VistaPrints free offers all you have to pay for is postage. I think it is shipped by air. You have the choice of standard postage which may take 21 days, Regular postage which may take 14 days and quick postage which may take 9 days. The quicker the postage the more you pay, but not that much.

Here is a link: http://www.vistaprint.com.au/frfau?frf=145314291831