All My Little Things

Tonight for dinner I made Creamy Salmon Pasta. I really enjoyed it. My cream didn't thicken, but I was too hungry to wait any longer to see if I could thicken it.

Serves 2

100gm Smoked Salmon Sliced
1/2 Cup Chicken Stock
1/2 Onion
1 clove Garlic
1/2 cup thickened cream
125gm pasta

Cook pasta ad set aside
Put a little oil in bottom of pan and cook onion til soft add garlic. Add Chicken stock and stir, then add the cream. Stir til thickened. Pour sauce over pasta. Add smoked salmon and stir. Dish up and enjoy.

I started my current job as a Christmas casual last year and loved working there and was asked if I would like to stay on as casual permanently. I instantly said yes as I love my workplace. By January I new we were getting a new shop and let them know I was interested in Part time/ Fulltime work if the option was there. They said that there most likely would be and that they will make note of me asking. I found out last week my workplace was closing on the 22d ad we would be given shifts at other stores to help us out for 2 months. I again let them know I was interested in more work if it was available when we re open.
Today at the beggining of my shift the 2IC spoke to me saying they don't feel like I would be able to handle our new store when it opens that it will be too busy for me.
I didn't let it worry me then as I had to work but now getting home it has really hit me.
I'm a little upset as how do they know or feel that way when I have never worked in that situation. Yes I get a little overwhelmed at times but I have never been unable to do my job and I ask for help if I need it.
She thought maybe I would be better off in a quieter store.
Im just a little bummed as I only make $100 a week, it's not enough to live off and I was hoping with more work I could afford my own car and start getting somewhere in life.
I feel as though I have taken so many steps back.
Im upset as this makes me feel a little worthless. I knew I shouldn't of gotten my hopes up.